As my watchers may have noticed, I have not updated in a very long time. For that matter, I don’t even know who is still watching me it has been so long. For those of you who are, you get to know a bit more about the confusion that has ensued in my life the past few days, which has inspired me to update again. On Sunday, February 3rd, or very early on the morning of the 4th, a close friend of mine took his own life. As of now, I don’t know why or how, and the only person who does is his girlfriend, who just isn’t ready to talk about it yet, and none of us are going to push her. This has been really hard for a lot of people, as he was a very popular and well liked guy. He had good grades, tons of friends, and was on the way to becoming a pastor. But something was obviously not quite right. Something was far enough off in his life that he had no other option but to take it. He is going to be missed by so many people. I know he is with his savior now, but it is still so hard to deal with. I wish I could talk more openly, but I don’t want to make his girlfriend’s trauma worse by having her accidentally come across this. I miss him so much, and wish it was all some sick joke. I know it’s not, but one can hope, right?

Goodbye Tyler. I love you, and am looking forward to seeing you again some day. Until then, my friend.